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My trip to the National Youth Science Camp starts today!

cinnamonscent:

c9h13no3x:

Introvert(11%) iNtuitive(50%) Feeling(25%) Judging(1%)

You have slight preference of Introversion over Extraversion (11%)

You have moderate preference of Intuition over Sensing (50%)

You have moderate preference of Feeling over Thinking (25%)

You have marginal or no preference of Judging over Perceiving (1%)

Not the scores I was necessarily expecting, but it makes sense for me to be kind of stuck in the middle.

Introvert(89%)  iNtuitive(12%) Thinking(75%)  Judging(44%)

You have strong preference of Introversion over Extraversion (89%)
You have slight preference of Intuition over Sensing (12%)
You have distinctive preference of Thinking over Feeling (75%)
You have moderate preference of Judging over Perceiving (44%)

Interesting results from the Humanmetrics Jung Typology Test. They all sound pretty good, besides the Judging over Perceiving 44%, which I think referred to trying new things and having different experiences. I’m not too sure where I stand on that myself, and I feel like I even doubted myself halfway through the test, but I attempt to experience new things when I can.

Introvert(44%)  iNtuitive(25%)  iNtuitive  Feeling(25%)  Judging(44%)

You have moderate preference of Introversion over Extraversion (44%)
You have moderate preference of Intuition over Sensing (25%)
You have moderate preference of Feeling over Thinking (25%)
You have moderate preference of Judging over Perceiving (44%)

It seems as if I am a hybrid of both of you, even though I don’t agree with the results of this test.

Sometimes I can be a selfish hardass. I do not act this way because I want to, but because I need to. If not for my ability to act in my own self-interest, my family would be in shambles and my facial tissue would be engraved with shoeprints as people walked to and fro across it. I need to act this way from time to time in order to protect those I care about. Not that I actually give a shit about my own interests, but because hold standards for humanity.

People should be kind to one another, regardless of how others treat them. People need to not only look out for themselves, but for those they care about as well. We need not act only for ourselves, but for others as well.

However, when I stick to these values, I end up in compromising positions where I have to be selfish in order to protect myself. If I let my family act the way they see fit, I would see every standard collapse. I hate doing this, I hate yelling at them, and most of all I hate taking it out on my friends. It takes a long while to recover each time I step in and assume the role of a logical and emotional mediator.

Friends, I cannot express the sorrow for which I feel every time I rant to you about my difficulties, or for every time I throw grass on your head. I hope I am worth it…

Today was one of the best days I’ve had in a long time! Mr. Perfect never lets me down!

In all seriousness, any worries, fears, or difficulties I am having are quickly wiped away when I can sit for a few hours in silence with my amazing man, even if it is on the hard rocky ground.

When faced with the question “if someone is nice to me but an ass to others I care about, do I continue to be their friend?” I was torn. But, seeing how my father has been relatively nice to me lately while being a huge ass to my sister and mother, I have decided that I still dislike him. How can I be nice to someone who is an ass to others I care about? I don’t want to support his actions nor be associated with them.

Dear Sister,

Although you lack a lot of motivation for schoolwork, you are one of the most open minded people I know. You handle most complicated situations with grace and simplicity. I applaude your choice to go to summer school and try to reverse some of the mistakes you’ve made thus far in high school. Keep on trying your hardest, we all know you have a brilliant mind! Every time you fail, you get back up and try again, don’t ever loose that quality it will get you very far in life.

I’m sorry I won’t be here forever to defend for you against those insensitive assholes we call parents. You have a bright future ahead of you, even if school is a struggle.

Take care,

-Your brother